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FRESNO, Calif. (KGPE) - In an exclusive tv interrogation with erstwhile main of the Fresno Police Department, Paco Balderrama told CBS47 that helium thinks the worst is down him and his family.
"I tin archer you there's beingness aft calamity and crisis. We are successful a bully place. I tin accidental inactive kinda raw. You know, inactive healing a small bit,” said Paco Balderrama.
For the archetypal clip since resigning arsenic the main of the Fresno Police Department, Paco Balderrama spoke astir his aboriginal present that helium has turned successful his badge.
“You saw my property merchandise I said, I ain this. This is my mistake and excavation only. That was a petition for forgiveness, but besides a plea. If you're going to onslaught me, onslaught me, but don't enactment this retired determination to wherever children are progressive truthful that was beauteous despicable.”
It has been astir a period since the erstwhile constabulary main resigned from the constabulary section that helium led for 3 and a fractional years.
“I consciousness similar I 100% made the close determination by walking away. I consciousness it was the champion for my family, archetypal and foremost, the section during this time, possibly City Hall, too, and for me. It was the champion decision.”
In February, Balderrama self-reported his affair. An probe by the metropolis ensued and by the extremity of June, Balderrama announced helium was stepping down. His resignation became authoritative connected July 25, 2024. It has been suggested that helium mislaid the enactment of the constabulary unit due to the fact that of what helium had done — thing helium disagrees with.
“I don't deliberation that that's true. It's authorities and I'm not a person truthful I volition conscionable permission it astatine that…you got a fistful of radical that are focused connected what they consciousness they request to bash and I’m good with that.”
The erstwhile constabulary main says helium volition not speech astir the matter due to the fact that it is nary 1 else's business.
“As I stated before, there's families progressive truthful they should beryllium cognizant of that.”
The absorption of his exclusive tv interrogation with CBS47 turned from however his clip with the Fresno Police Department ended, to what helium is astir arrogant of.
“I deliberation I’m astir arrogant of the relationships I made. I deliberation I’m astir arrogant of the friends I recovered here.”
“I whitethorn person been the main but I'm much arrogant of the radical retired determination doing the work. Frankly, we are outperforming 90% of the constabulary departments successful America and these are stats, these are facts. We were connected gait successful 2021 to person 124 homicides, the aforesaid arsenic Oakland and we were capable to trim that.”
Paco Balderrama's biggest disappointment, he says, was not getting the accidental to accidental goodbye. He wishes helium could person said this to his officers successful person:
“Number one, I emotion you. Number two, convey you for conscionable doing a amended occupation than I thought they could. Three, convey you for loving the metropolis and caring astir this assemblage and lastly, you person a batch to beryllium arrogant of, clasp your caput high.”
As acold arsenic the occupation goes, helium says helium does not miss it.
“It is unthinkable however dense the value of the occupation is. It’s similar taking 2,000 pounds disconnected my backmost and what is that? It’s the work of each beingness successful the community.”
He was happiest erstwhile talking astir his family.
“I tin archer you my woman is an highly resilient person, a precise beardown person.”
And his caller full-time occupation is being Dad to his 3 children.
“I'm determination successful the moment, I'm not distracted by telephone calls and emails and interest and mentation for the adjacent whatever... I tin archer you the narration with my kids is amended than ever.”
As for Paco's imaginable aboriginal successful Austin, Texas, helium says it is not the close time.
“It doesn't stand. It's not the close fit. It's excessively soon. It's excessively soon for them, it's excessively soon for me. The biggest mistake I could bash close present is spell from a precise stressful occupation to a situation successful the household to different stressful job. I deliberation I'll halt close present and absorption connected the household for arsenic agelong arsenic I request to earlier thing else.”
Paco Balderrama says he plans to instrumentality a interruption from policing.
“I conscionable similar being dada close now. I conscionable similar being dad. That's the champion rubric I've ever had and nary 1 tin instrumentality that distant from you.”
For now, Balderrama says helium and his household program connected staying successful Fresno. He is looking into jobs successful the backstage assemblage — and has already started his ain business. He besides talked astir the aboriginal of the Fresno Police Department.
“If anyone successful the constabulary section needs maine for immoderate crushed I'm conscionable a telephone telephone away. I would ne'er not assistance them for immoderate reason.”
After astir 4 years of work to the assemblage of Fresno, Paco reflects connected his clip with the department.
“I gave my bosom and psyche to the FPD for the past three-and-a-half years. I can't springiness immoderate much than I gave. You know, I worked highly hard, I leaned connected my radical and empowered them truthful they could bash their jobs and that's wherefore they were successful. I gave it my champion and you cognize what? We saved lives. We saved property. We grew the department.”
The erstwhile constabulary main ended by revealing thing the acquisition had taught him.
“A mistake doesn’t specify you forever. As overmuch arsenic radical privation to bash that and statement you 1 mode oregon another, you’re not that. Everybody makes mistakes. Mine were unfairly public, but you know, there’s radical retired determination person done worse.”
